"dulu sahabat"

semuanya berubah , sebenernya gue atau mereka yang berubah . jadi posisi gue disini pajangan atau formalitas label " dulu sahabat" yang masing kepampang sampe sekarang . gue emang berubah dan gue gag pernah nyalahin siapapun buat berubah karena gue sadar semua orang itu butuh berubah baik secara mental atau apapun lah .
tapi yang gue rasain beda, gue ngarasa , seakan-akan mereka bilang "ahhii,siapa loe?"
buat pertama kalii gue berusaha diem dan gag peduli . ahh biarin mereka emang udah harusnya berubah . tapii , gue capek lama-lama dianggep kacang . dianggep seakan-akan orang asing . dianggep orang KOTA dan dianggep gag akan pernah tau apa-apa lagi .
gue males pulang . pulang jadi suatu ancaaman terbesar gue . udah pasti cuma bentar pasti ada ajja yang bikin gue musti ngelus ati pas balik lagi .

gue berusaha sabar . berusaha sante . berusaha segalanya buat betulin keadaan
cukuup menyayat hati .
hemm . gue capek .

jadi apa solusi buat gue?gue sabar?gue harus coba ngomong?
yang harus gue tekenin gue CAPEK .
gue capek ngerasa kaya gini .
tapi emang kenyataannya gue emang dalam posisi gini .

:q

really sad love quotes .

"Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?"

"A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried."

"Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend"

"When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have"

"How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"

"My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You"

"As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart"

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."

"Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know."

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"

"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."

"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

"You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone."

"The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up."

"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."

-steffi-

nb. gw gag tau die naganmbil dr mana ni quote . kayanya potongan lagu dahh . but ,tengs udahh masukin gw jadi salah saatu bagian di quote lo tep . seneng bisa kenal lo ,makasih buat satu taonn yang fantastic .

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"

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mentari ituu terang .

mentarii itu terang .
terangnya menyinari bumi
sinarnya sampai pelupuk hatiku
menyinari gelapku .
menerangi nafasku

mentarii itu terang
seterang kamu .
kamu cahayaku sekarang
kamu pelitaku .
mentari tak kan sanggup lagi .
mentari hanya kumpulan dari masa lalu .
masa lalu dimana tidak ada kamu .

mentari itu terang .

gunanya untuk menerangi kamu . bukan aku .